So much for leaving on time today. Arrived 7:10 am. Left 6:00 pm. It's my own damn fault for not having my plans done, for having to have tutoring on Mondays, and for being absolutely unable to walk out the door when I know my principal is looking for something from me. It's the I cannot fail disease. When you are the only income, I guess that is a good disease to have. Even if you want to have the I don't give a fucking fuck disease, in my case it's probably better to come down with a bad case of cannot-fail.
Gonna go get baby girl out of the crib and snuggle her tonight. Hopefully, she won't crawl out of my bed. Matt and my mom tell me that if they aren't falling off of the bed then you aren't doing something right. I think that's what they tell me. Maybe it's just... if she falls off of the the bed, you aren't the absolute worst mother in the world. Eh, I'll take either one.
Maybe I can vaccinate myself with some, totally organized, completely efficient, always focused and clear headed disease so that I can actually just take a breath and work like a normal person for once.
FUUUUUUUCCCCKKKKK my life (sometimes.... not all the time... just till I get my shit in gear.)
A parent and a teacher!?! What are you doing to your nerves!
ReplyDeleteNellie - I think my nerves were shot a long time ago. ;) I started teaching way before I became a parent. I think being a mom, has actually made it easier in most ways. It's definitely a lot harder to get to work on time now! Thanks for reading and leaving a comment!
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